It was a trick question, I apologize.
(If you’re slightly confused, please see Part 1 of this post.)
In my opinion, it’s either possible, or it isn’t (and it’s always possible, in some form . . . ). You are either deserving and worthy or you’re not (and I can’t imagine too many instances where you’re not deserving . . . ).
So, given that, how are things different for you? What could you shift or change to allow yourself to take action on something you shelved? If, assuming you construct the goal resourcefully, and developed a workable plan, what would you start?
(As a coach, my belief is you can start and achieve anything with a good enough plan and the inspiration that comes from authenticity.)